tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77292290044441777642024-03-19T10:59:57.534+08:00LIFE FULL OF STORYTrue, we love life, not because we are used to living, but because we are used to loving. There is always some madness in love, but there is also always some reason in madness.Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.comBlogger47125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-38101341794821792622011-05-28T14:53:00.000+08:002011-05-28T14:53:28.892+08:00Breakup ^^<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Breaking up??</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Heart Broken ?? </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You choose to love him in silence....... Whenever you feel like sharing your feelings with him, he is never there....</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You choose to love him in loneliness....... Whenever you need his presence, his phone is always dead.......</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You wish you could implant GPS in his penis ...... or in his head XD</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You try to love him without expectation. You wish he could love you more, make you feel his love, make you feel secure, make you feel treasured......</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You love him with thousands of forgiveness........ Knowing that this relationship is bad for you...... he has been feeding u lies....... cheating on you...... treating you like a back-up bone (or a standby blow up doll)........ stepping on your confidence...... hurting your feelings....... making you feel unwanted.....taking advantages of your love, wasting your youth..................</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">YET</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">, you still hold on to him like a drug addict, like an idiot, and totally drunk with the feelings you once had.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You deserve more than what he is treating you.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You need to love yourself more. You need to set yourself free, keep your head high and let your tears moist your eyes......... other than let them die in tissue paper........</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If he doesn't cherish you, then he is not your </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">PRINCE.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay............</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If he doesn't care about your feelings, he is worse than a friend.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If he really loves you with his heart, not his dick, he will be afraid to lose you. he will try harder to love you...... to make you happy........</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He will never take risks to screw up your </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">RELATIONSHIP</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He might say he loves you. In fact, he loves himself, his ego and his orgasms more than you. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He said he loves you, but dear........... </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Don't forget : TALK IS TOTALLY FREE</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Breaking up with someone doesn't treat you right is the best beauty treatment which makes you shine.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Cheaper than Botox</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Faster than Thermage.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">For those who view my blog, I'm currently doing online selling. Updated fashion and trendy clothes. If you gus interested, kindly like my page at my FACEBOOK. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Here is the link, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/WhitexBlack/220579487954446">http://www.facebook.com/pages/WhitexBlack/220579487954446</a>.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The page is full of updated clothes..... Only in Malaysia :)</span>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-61493972051050829482011-03-05T10:09:00.000+08:002011-03-05T10:09:46.357+08:00When a GIRL......<div style="color: #e69138; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="quote">When a GIRL is quiet,<br />
Millions of things are running in her mind<br />
When a GIRL is not arguing,<br />
She is thinking deeply<br />
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of<br />
questions,<br />
She is wondering how long you will be<br />
around<br />
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a<br />
few seconds,<br />
She is not at all fine<br />
When a GIRL stares at you,<br />
She is wondering why you are lying<br />
When a GIRL lays on your chest,<br />
She is wishing for you to be hers forever<br />
When a GIRL calls you everyday,<br />
She is seeking for your attention<br />
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,<br />
She wants you to reply at least once<br />
When a GIRL says I love you,<br />
She means it<br />
When a GIRL says that she can't live<br />
without you,<br />
She has made up her mind that you are<br />
her future<br />
When a GIRL says "i miss you",<br />
No one in this world can miss you more<br />
than that.</span></span></div><div style="color: #e69138; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I always think that i would sacrifice everything just to be with my love one. I suppose i can get promoted in this company. Even not a higher post but i decide to give up everything and start my new life with him. I hope this is my right choices because i do not want disappointed again.Do i sound silly? I admit that.... because i'm serious in every relationship.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Looking back my ex picture, he already with another girl. The girl that they used to be together behind me. I'm so angry. Many people said i still can't let go coz i still love him. Relationship almost 4 years plus and is really hard for me to let go coz i really put a lot of effort in it and we experience a tough life. When i think back, i ask myself 1 question. Give myself a reason that i still can't let go. A man who hiding behind me with another girl, A man who won't at home wif me alwiz and drinking outside without bringing me, A man would never listen my words when he drunk and he only listen to his sister words, what is my place in his heart? All this kind of question let me know that no matter how long i'm still with him, he no longer love me. It just a habit to be with me. So now he choose the girl that all the while hiding behind me.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">When i think back of this kind of thing, my dear at the same time will text me. He told me how much he miss me, how much he love me, he promise to give me a good life, he promise me he won't let me to experience my past story. I really started love this guy a lot. He put me at first in his heart. Whatever he do, he will think about me first before him. Even i don't really like his past but (past is past) we can't change it. I got past too. So, i accept his past and being with him now =)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We both are far away and can't be together with him always. So, most of the time i will be so emo and alwiz think negative and think about past. I know there's something i should let go and moving forward. That's why i hate to be alone. I will keep on emo. Counting day 3 more weeks to go..... I love my baby much...i just need more time to erase all this unhappy thing.</span>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-25249912540061552922011-02-26T22:30:00.000+08:002011-02-26T22:30:31.266+08:00Impossible<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="quote">Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?<br />
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?<br />
You fall deeper with each passing day,<br />
But try to hide it in every possible way.<br />
He's only a friend, and nothing else--<br />
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.<br />
You keep on saying he's just a bud,<br />
But deep inside, you're falling in love.<br />
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,<br />
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.<br />
A simple glance turns into a stare,<br />
But you pretned that you don't care.<br />
It's "not right" for you two to be.<br />
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?<br />
But how long will you pretend?<br />
Keep lying that he's just a friend?<br />
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.<br />
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.<br />
Your friendship can't be risked over this,<br />
So being his girl is an impossible wish...</span> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Geneva, Swiss, SunSans-Regular; font-size: 12px;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You said picking 1 of the 2 choices were easy but it's actually not that easy as you think it is. A person's heart is very complicated. My heart is 100 times more complicated. It would tell me to anticipate, would tell me to cut it off, sometimes to give up, and then be brave again.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You tell me to look into my heart deeply but i don't know whether this or that part of my heart is correct. Do you understand this kind of feeling? </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">1# To change a better job and to get a higher pay.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">2# Wish can go travelling.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">3# Wish to buy things that i wanted for so long.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">4# Being more happy than last year</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">5# Can meet someone that really love me and care about me.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 21px;">It almost been a year and i still can't let go. I've question myself many times. What is going on with me?? There's a guy who very care and concern me but why do my heart still keep holding to the past? It is so hurt to face reality that i have to keep going on without you at my side. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 21px;">The most painful experience in life is to let go of someone you love. Everybody has somebody whom they love unconditionally. To create this bond, a strong relationship is created from very early years.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 21px;">LOVE - What exactly is LOVE? How am I supposed to let go of someone I love, if I'm not even sure what love is? As for letting it go, well, I'm not sure I've ever had hold of it in the first place. What is love anyway? You see I thought love was my friend. I thought it was, no, IS, my BEST FRIEND.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 21px;">INSECURITY - It's one of the most terrifying emotions in existence. I know what insecurity feels like, and I've no doubt what so ever, ,I have it. Is it a disease? Perhaps it's a bacterial infection, and by simply taking some sort of antibiotic, it will just, go away. Then again, maybe it won't. What I do know is; I don't trust love. Trust must be missing. I suppose I need to let go of love, because they say, "If you LOVE, let love go. If love comes back to you, it's yours. If love does not return, it was never yours to begin with.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 21px;">Ending a relationship is hard to do, no matter what the relationship your ending entailed. Sometimes even quitting a job that you hate can be hard, if you like the people you work with. It isn't so much the relationship ending that is the hard part, it is usually the change that comes from ending a relationship that is what is hard. The routine that you establish during a relationship can become comforting, and gives you a sense of normalcy. When that sense of normalcy is broken, it can feel like life itself is strange, and you scramble for that sense of normal to come back.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 21px;">I still missing our old times. I'm not dare to step forward cause i know every moment, every thing i do is remind me of you. I'm lost. I actually don't know what love meaning to me. If i be able to know i'm sure i won't be so suffering. I know is my fault and i'm also know that we cannot turn back time. I really wish we can turn back to normal but what i can do now is let God arrange everything. What i wanted to do is run away from tis place. Is too much memory about me and you. I really wanted to run away !!!!</span><br />
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</span>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-11620415895671875252010-12-17T13:13:00.000+08:002010-12-17T13:13:04.214+08:00My Off Day !!^^<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's Sunday and is my off day !!!! Trying to get my ass out from my bed.Me and my bestie Queenie been planning for a bridal hopping. She need to get a Cheong Sam for her annual dinner. Wake up at 11.00 pm but when we get ready to go out from the house, is already 2.00 pm. Hahahahha...... Straight we head down to town and visited for few bridal shop.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">When my first move, step into the bridal shop, i had a feeling that I've never had before. The feeling is so warm and when i see every of the couple inside choosing the gown, the smile of their face is different. The wedding gown is so nice and the picture of the couple is so sweet. All the while i was thought that a marriage is just procedure to verify the status is to be husband and wife. Taking picture, wedding ceremony, having dinner is a troublesome matter.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Now i know, is more than that. When the day, the bride wearing the gown the feeling is not the same. Is not a troublesome matter. Is not just a status only. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We been going few of the bridal shop and end up have to try those dinner dress because no much option of the Cheong Sam. Some are very nice but very expensive. The dress that she found it nice about RM600.00. Wearing for 1 night and have to return to back. End up, she decided to bought a dress at KL. We did not take any picture because they not allowed us to do :( but she already bought a very beautiful dress at KL. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">After that we had our lunch + dinner at secret garden about 5PM. There is a very nice place to chill. To had our dinner, happy hour and chilling with wine there. </span><br />
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<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I believe there's so many different ways to be connected to new people and see new thing that i wanted. There are the people you feel this unspoken connection to, even though there's not even a word for it. There's the people you've known forever, who know you in this way that other people can't, because they've seen you change, and they've let you change.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Sometimes there are things in our life that aren't meant to stay. Sometimes change may not be what we want. Sometimes change is what we really need. And sometimes saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you'll ever have to do, but sometimes it's saying 'hello again' that breaks you down and makes you the most vulnerable person you'll ever know. Sometimes change is too much to bear, but most of the time change is the only thing saving your life.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">A breakup can be one of the most painful experiences in life. Whether you are the dumper or the dumpee ~ it hurts. It requires a lot of personal reflection and change. It's never easy. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why. The memories is really make me pain even till now. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Of course i knew that i'll going to get heart broken when i get with you. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, i knew that it will makes me stronger. Then i can handle it better next time. I may not get through it myself, but friends will help me through it. And i'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break my heart again.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore. I'm still waiting for the day......</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I lay here at night, trying to fall asleep but each time I close my eyes,memories of you flash through my mind but then I open my eyes and welcome myself back to reality because I know now, you and I weren't ever really meant to be. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Why do I waste my time? Why is it that you're so damn irreplaceable?</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I think it's time that I let you go. And it's really hard for me to do because I know that there's a part of me that will be in love with you for the rest of my life but i really want to try my best to let you go bcoz i dun wanna cry anymore.... :(</span>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-65496403826815357102010-11-13T01:41:00.000+08:002010-11-13T01:41:30.037+08:00Thanks for the comment ^^<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSCnbyOqTotXnZ2ZrCL_PSRhvAzedDer1PPlT9A74Br6lPz2ScgwplWeo1s9EOvHCb6K9p1jTHh_E-mcASjQ_-GWTpg2V6VdUqjUDphyphenhyphenTB-N4BS84Q9KUxJlwSFu_hjs5ddM8yZno2KzM/s1600/love-2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="246" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSCnbyOqTotXnZ2ZrCL_PSRhvAzedDer1PPlT9A74Br6lPz2ScgwplWeo1s9EOvHCb6K9p1jTHh_E-mcASjQ_-GWTpg2V6VdUqjUDphyphenhyphenTB-N4BS84Q9KUxJlwSFu_hjs5ddM8yZno2KzM/s320/love-2.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSCnbyOqTotXnZ2ZrCL_PSRhvAzedDer1PPlT9A74Br6lPz2ScgwplWeo1s9EOvHCb6K9p1jTHh_E-mcASjQ_-GWTpg2V6VdUqjUDphyphenhyphenTB-N4BS84Q9KUxJlwSFu_hjs5ddM8yZno2KzM/s1600/love-2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="246" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSCnbyOqTotXnZ2ZrCL_PSRhvAzedDer1PPlT9A74Br6lPz2ScgwplWeo1s9EOvHCb6K9p1jTHh_E-mcASjQ_-GWTpg2V6VdUqjUDphyphenhyphenTB-N4BS84Q9KUxJlwSFu_hjs5ddM8yZno2KzM/s320/love-2.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Love is opposite to selfishness, because it’s always heading to some other person but you. It’s the highest point of human’s relations development. One voluntary gives up a great part of his/her own freedom. Love is giving by it’s nature. Person feels satisfaction and happiness not from receiving but from and seeing one happy. Two individuals completing one another form some spiritual union in which one is happy because the other’s is happy and one knows that he or she loves because he or she knows he/she would do anything it takes to make the other.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Love has it’s magical power to overcome all troubles, heal illnesses, create wonders. In critical life situations it gives people the strength to survive, to hold on however tough the living gets. And it all comes from the knowledge that you’re not alone in this world.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, Verdana, Geneva, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But everyone should mind that love arises not between angels but between people with all their little sins and flows. So the mistakes, problems and conflicts in love are in fact normal, they all come from our human’s nature. But the clear feeling of love is worth all the troubles one has to walk through to gain it. As we know Rome wasn’t built in a day, the same thing with love. There’s not any perfect art of loving. It’s always a road laid with compromises, everyday battle – not with the one you love, but with yourself. That’s how love makes us better. For everyone this way is personal. You can never predict how the relationships will develop but it’s in your ability to make it better.</span></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Some say that love lives free years, other theory gives love one more year, some don’t give it any chance. Very many people believe that a family is a grave of love. So the negative prognoses are plenty. But still there stay some true believers. And deep in the heart many of us would like to believe and do believe in love. Because it has some magic in it and all the attempts to explain and to define it are failures.</span></span></span><br />
<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Love makes clever people loose their mind and silly ones it makes genius. Love is paradoxical in very many aspects. There are statements that love is always happiness even when it’s unhappy and at the same time that there’s both nothing worse and nothing better than it. Another variant is that you never lived till you loved, and that love is the key to life and the sense of it. We may cite very many sayings and examples. They all are true and none is final. In one thing we can be sure: one who loves sees the world in the different way when all others, things look brighter, birds sing louder, life shows itself in it’s completeness.</span></span></span></div><br />
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<span style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;">I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like something is telling me not to let him go. Everytime I follow my heart...it leads me to him. I mean...what other explanation is there? Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am...I see him and I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me...I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me...when he lied to me...and I hated him...why then did I still feel those same feelings??? </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #e69138;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">How do you prepare a heart to be broken, or dreams to fall through?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="color: #e69138;">How do you let go of a miracle, who means everything to you? How do you walk away, with tears in your eyes? Letting go isn't easy, i can only pray that i'll survive</span><span style="color: #e69138; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13.5pt;">.</span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 16.5pt; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #e69138;"><span style="color: #e69138; line-height: 115%;">I'm not angry because we broke up, I'm sad because I can't let you go. I'm happy because of the memories we made, I'm sad because I can't stop reliving them in my mind. I'm not angry at you for not loving me, I'm angry with me for still loving you. I'm not angry that I lost you, I'm sad because I once had you. I'm not angry that I can't have you, I'm sad because I know what I'm missing. I'm not angry that you've moved on, I'm sad because I can't. I'm not angry that you won't come back, I'm sad because I keep </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">hoping you will. I'm not angry because I hate you and don't want to...I'm sad because I miss you and I love you.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 16.5pt; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 16.5pt; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #e69138;">You never realize how much you love someone until they're gone. You never realize that...yes...once their love surrounded you but now...what do you have? Memories. Why does love hurt so much, when it's supposed to be such a good thing? It's something that...yeah...I guess it can't be helped but...maybe it's harder for you than it is for someone else. Faint smells of cologne...a song on the radio...a movie...or a single word...these are things that bring back those memories. But, you can't hide from these things...because...they're there and no matter how hard you try to, they'll always be there. Even when you have moved on to the future...and those things don't trigger the memories as much as before...they still do. You can't forget someone that you've loved...you may want to...but you can't. Love cannot be forgotten...no matter how hard we try...and how much we think it'll ease the pain...it will always be there...forever. </span><b><i><span style="color: #99ffff;"><o:p></o:p></span></i></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 16.5pt; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #e69138;">I really wish that all this kind of feeling get away from me but how long will it take???</span><b><i><span style="color: #99ffff; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 13.5pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></i></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 16.5pt; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #e69138;"><br />
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</span>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-74205631909261383632010-08-24T01:43:00.000+08:002010-08-24T01:43:12.239+08:00A broken hearted<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">This is for the broken hearted. I know how's the feeling. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. I don't want to laugh, because i know it's not going to help, but i don't want to cry, because it will just make me feel worse. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I feel like my heart is falling apart, but not only that, i know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too even not bcoz of me. I hope that i don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to me, it feels impossible to stop loving him. And everyone wonders why if he have hurt me so much, then why do i still love him? That's the confusing part, i really don't know why, i just do, and the people who hurt me the most, are normally the ones i love the most.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"> And then, after a few weeks, i finally feel a sense of relief, like i'm getting happy again, but i know inside that i'm just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, i'm back to where to an empty soul and teary eyes. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I thought i'll got over him, but really, he just stopped showing it. And i can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on my heart</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">that are there forever. And no one understands how i feel, and how deep i'm hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them and even if it has, every broken heart is different. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">He don't know the true pain i feel and carry each and everyday now, so i learn that basically i'm are all alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm me, and suddenly i just break down, right there, because i know i've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and i'm to the point where i don't care who see's. Because i've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">And in the midst of all these tears, i know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring him back, if i ever even had him in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, i'm trying to pull myself back together and keep going. My throat starts to clench and my eyes burn with the tears i'm trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And i look back on all of the hurt i had from this, and i realize that people are horrible. I'm still hurt, but i've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks i'm okay. So now every time i see this person, i know i still love him, and i feel a slight tingle in my heart yearning for him to love me back, screaming out, but for some reason he won't and don't hear it. And then i sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this........</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I really mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all... for not hating you which I know I should... but I can't. Why you didn't appreciate of what all i've done?? </span></span><br />
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</span></span>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-31035711464739490982010-08-23T00:53:00.004+08:002010-08-23T01:10:30.445+08:00This is what i call friend ♥ ♥<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Times that we been waitin..... and waitin......and you're </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04;">BACK!!!!!</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"> Is real great to seeing you, even though is not very long. Just 1 and a half month but we still feels like ages...... hahaha..... seems too over. Anyhow, great seeing you again. Seeing a happy queen !!!!Talk a lot things to you, the feelings like back to when i get to know you. </span></span><br />
<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">And i realize, s</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">ometimes life is hard to bear when a friend is just not there :( And i understand now that, f</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">riends are always friends no matter how far you have to travel back in time. If you have memories together, there is always a piece of your friendship inside your heart. Maybe this is the reason we keep on taking lots of picture when we together. To keep the memories :)</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
Here is part of some our memories.......</span></span></div><div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Location: Secret Garden, IpoH</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes my life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes me laugh until i can't stop. Someone who makes me believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces me that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for me to open it. This is forever friendship. When i'm down and the world seems dark and empty, my forever friend lifts me up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. My forever friend gets me through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If i turn and walk away, my forever friend follows. If i lose my way, my forever friend guides me and cheers me on. My forever friend holds my hand and tells me that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. I have this forever friend, and forever has no end.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I understand that w</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">e all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">It’s your birthday, let’s remember those times,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">With a couple, funny rhymes.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Partners in crime, since young and tender,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">No matter what, we never surrender.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Young and foolish, got in trouble,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Tried to hide it; became double.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Rarely thought before we acted,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Didn’t take much, to get distracted.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Remember those times, and all that fun,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Never seemed to escape the sun.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">After all those years; a bond,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Most times, I am fairly fond.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
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They don't see you the way that I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand?They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true.<br />
I wish for once, just once,they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far,<br />
they would just take one step and suddenly,they would take back every bit of 'getting over you'<br />
advice they had ever given me and realize you're my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Knowing something true does not make it what we wish it to be. We see things not as they are but as we are. Though feelings be strange and minds' eyes look through veiled souls, in the end it is not our despair that we should fear but rather it is our tenacity. Sometimes pride can scar us more than hurt.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">To love is to tie your heart to someone else’s and never let go. If the love quickly fades, it was not love. If you truly love someone you will always be thinking of them and you will want to make them always feel your love and take time out of your lives for them, because you will always want to be with them and make them happy. If you don’t, it’s not love. </span></span>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-19221279738097124262010-07-30T03:18:00.001+08:002010-07-30T03:30:45.181+08:00Still Hurting......<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">What should i say more??? Yup, he left me....... Truly to say, i still can't let go. Many advices through my head... i know what you guys wanted to say and this is all my words to you guys when u guys having the same problem.I know and i understand but my heart dun let me to forget this person. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"> T</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">here is many things we do and we dont know why we do them! like lying to the one you really care about and didnt plan to loose. It seems like only yesterday when i had you in my arms now your gone with someone new, and it hurts to know that i lost you forever! if only i can tell you how much i love and how much i wanna have you in my arms once more! but thats something i can never do cuz i would not want to hurt myself again. I took you for granted and now i have to live with it. I cry myself to sleep everynight thinking of what could of been, and it hurts when i think that im never gonna find out. All i can say is that im sorry and i wish you the best but when i say that im wishing you the best it kills me inside cuz what im really wishing for is to have you once more!!!</span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I never thought, loving me is hard for you. I know what will happen if i'm with you but i'm still go for it. I told myself, i wont mind anything as long as i had the memories with you even a lil' while but i'm greedy. I wish to be with you forever!!!! I know there's impossible and difficulties coz of difference races..... I know you want freedom!!!!! Didn't i give you the freedom enough????? Can someone really tell me what he thinking about???? I really can't differentiate who is telling me truth and lie anymore...... My mind just become blank. </span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">How can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart? What am i gonna do now??</span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;">2 weeks already passes and it's still hurt me. You might not want to have any relationship and we might even bcome a stranger but you can't stop me for loving you. There's nothing that i can do to get you back, so what i can do is loving you in secretly until i really can let down. I know is gonna hurt but is better than force myself to letting you go and force myself to forget you. This makes me more suffer and cry more. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;">Being with you for past few months, there's some moments i will not forget. But, the most unforgettable and i most happy in our relationship is the day u telling me "i love you" on the phone. That is the moment i could ever forget. Really wanted to tell u how much i miss you and love you now but i know i can't........... When am i gonna to let down?????</span></span><br />
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</div>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-51353797671247000942010-07-16T22:15:00.000+08:002010-07-16T22:15:27.819+08:00Birthday bash of ^^Ji muizz^^<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">So called ji muiz for more than 10 years. We been friend since primary school. Going thru a lot of things together, happy or sadness. And we still here together and this is what we called a true friend. We have our own life, own boyfriend, those who married got their own family and everyone of us had our own career. Things might be changes a bit, not as close as last time but there is still something brings us back together.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Last week, we do have enjoying conversation and friend's back from singapore-</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04;"> LENG WEI. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">We've been celebrating yin li's birthday and going to fun fair after tat. Still, we play like a 'lil kids. There's is the moment i do happy and forget everything. And not to forget recently celebrating ping siang birthday .......</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">We getting older and older and things we face getting more and more. So, hope the happiness will never get away from us. Here are some pictures is the moment we laughing at, and i could not ever forget. Even past for 4 years, i will be still laughing and thinking back at the moment :)</span></span><br />
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</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Still hoping that everyone of us getting better and better each day. Hope everyone of us getting the hapiness that we wish for. And do really hope our friendship will stay longer. Love u guys......... muackssssssss </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">♥</span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-71728053296632700202010-07-10T19:54:00.000+08:002010-07-10T19:54:21.168+08:00An unexpected gift (@_@) ♥ ♥<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Last few days, i received an unexpected gift from him. What i happy is not that what gift he giving me but the heart that thinking of me. Until now, i'm not really 100% sure what he is thinking but i really glad. He started to show he care, get an unexpected call from him, unexpected words for him, unexpected dinner with him and a lot unexpected thing that he never done before.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I knew he not always be the same. Sometimes may be cold to me, left me alone, not care about me but recently i notice that he knew about me just do not want to say it out. I really wish i'm special for him and i'm the one who always in his mind. This is really what i hope for. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I really wanted to tell him,when he say </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">"</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">I love you</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">"</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">, the world stops for a moment, the stars stop shining, the moon stops glowing, the earth stops breathing, all that's alive is our love ... I was so surprise coz all been a while he never mention this word to me but when he said that, i'm stunt for a while. This words is the biggest present from him. </span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Thank you for everything. I don't need any other things from you but just your love. It would be great and more than everything. I know you've been busy and no time for me coz i know is your time now. Wishing you had lots winner in your race and i can see that you really a good jockey. I told you before, the way ur serious look is really attract me. Even though your appearance look like never serious but i know you actually you are serious with your career. I can really sees that you like your job so much. I feel proud of you.</span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">To love you is like nothing I've ever felt before, a feeling like I'll melt every time you're around me. I do not know it will last how long but i really so appreciate now. Thanks for the gift </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">♥</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">~~~ So sweet of you :) </span></span><br />
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</span>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-24804913920442389082010-06-28T17:07:00.001+08:002010-06-28T17:26:39.183+08:00Tired of waiting....<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Every morning I wait to see</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">If you would pass me by</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I know that you don't think of it</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I don't have to ask you why</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I pray for the slightest moment</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">When you and I could talk</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">We could laugh at how our day is going</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">And maybe we could take a walk</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But knowing you, you have no time</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I cannot blame you at all</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But you can't blame me for wanting you</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">As I walk alone in the hall</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">If I am able to make time for us</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Then shouldn't you be able too?</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">It seems that everything that's done...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I do it all for you</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">You want us both to take it slow</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But how slow do you really mean?</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Because it seems like we're going nowhere</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">It's like the end with no in-between</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">It hurts me so, to see you there</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">It hurts to know how you feel</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Because our emotions are so the same</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But I wonder if it's really real</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">To know that you feel that for me </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But you have no time for it</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">You know that I’m on the verge of doubt</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">It's hard not to ignore it</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I do not want to hurt again</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I know you don't want to try</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But it seems that there's no time for me</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">And that makes me want to cry</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">You claim to not have a life</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But I have none just as well</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I'm trying to make something out of this</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">In case you couldn't tell....</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">The signs are pointing strongly around</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">My feelings remain the same</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I'm trying hard to make this work</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But to you, I do not give the blame</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I never mean to rush you</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But it seems that time is fading</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I can only stay so long for you</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><br />
</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">But I’m just so tired of waiting..</span></span></span><br />
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</span></span></span>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-70985886983396022482010-06-21T01:17:00.002+08:002010-06-21T01:23:38.379+08:00I'm missing him ♥♥....<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Everytime i'm going for a drink, i'm sure miss him a lot. Trying to sms him, but when he no reply me. Tere's 2 way i giving myself explanation which is he dun wan reply me coz he drinking outside or he is sleeping. Yup. rite now i'm drinking and i'm terribly missing him. As a girl, i'm not suppose too obvious telling him that i love him or miss him. </span></span><br />
<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">As other people said, he might not serious with me and i should not take it so serious if not i will get hurt. When i'm not drinking, i can control myself. But whenever i start drinking, i can't control myself to sms him and i wanted tell him that i miss him and love him so much. My deep heart is scare. I'm so scare coz i really serious with him even though whole world telling me how bad he is. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black; font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">When a man is in love he wants to be with the woman of his desires more than he wants to be with anyone else. He din show that he wants to be with me. Only i'm the one who show that i need him so much. And i'm asking myself, what i should do???</span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I know he's not this kind playful person. He is just experience something that he never had b4. Tats why his attitude will be like that. Maybe people will said i just giving myself a reason. Whatever it is...... I'm just had a sincere heart and i love him truly...... Mayb he is not..... who's know????? </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I know what i should do just i'm not willing to do it. I know is kinda stupid. Hope he will change because of me but i know guys wont change bcoz of a girl unless he truly love her. I know love is not blinded just tat we not willing to know more and pretend nothing happen. I really wish he oso had a sincere heart to me. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I'm not drunk but i really wanted to tell him how much i miss him. I really hope he at my side now :(</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Even he coming back tmr but i think i din get a chance to meet him............ </span></span></div><div><br />
</div>Joannezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06433029184945233931noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7729229004444177764.post-7752978194117534152010-06-06T02:06:00.000+08:002010-06-06T02:06:09.230+08:00Saturday Nitez<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Having a glass of red wine, listening the song that i like the most. What i need now is a place. Hope i can standing near the beach listening to the wave and enjoying the night view. Having a deep breath and feel the wind and awaiting the sunset. Unfortunately i'm inside my room, with the laptop and writing my mood and feeling in my blog :)</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">A very silent nite, it make me feel like i'm back to the day i'm at kl. When i feel i could not breath at all, i will stand at the balcony having a deep breath and telling myself i'm doing good and every time is a good time. Listening a soft voice and a heart to heart session with my friend whenever we got a chance to meet each other. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Can't expected saturday night i'm at home but i din feel wanna go out though coz mummy at hospital rite now. Hope god bless her, and recover soon. I can't sleep tonight coz i know tomorrow i'm gonna see him. I suppose to feel happy and get excited. Yup, i can't sleep coz i'm excited to see him but not tat really happy. I really hate myself sometimes. Why i can't just be brave when i see him? I really think a lot to choose post up this blog a not coz i'm scare.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I didn't mention a lot of my feeling here coz i know </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">YOU</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"> will see my blog. I don't wish you get hurt coz when i know when you with another i oso will feel terrible sad. I can't believe the moment now we become a stranger. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I think i slowly back to my old days habit. Hiding inside the room, don't feel to meet anyone, don't feel to pick up call and i just wanna be alone. I really have awful feeling at the moment. Gosshhh.... i really don't wish i back to this habit again. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I know that i need to change coz i'm all alone rite now. I can't depend on anyone but just myself. I have to change myself and have to be independent. So, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"> </span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><br />
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