Breakup ^^

Breaking up??


Heart Broken ?? 


You choose to love him in silence....... Whenever you feel like sharing your feelings with him, he is never there....


You choose to love him in loneliness....... Whenever you need his presence, his phone is always dead.......


You wish you could implant GPS in his penis ...... or in his head  XD


You try to love him without expectation. You wish he could love you more, make you feel his love, make you feel secure, make you feel treasured......


You love him with thousands of forgiveness........ Knowing that this relationship is bad for you...... he has been feeding u lies....... cheating on you...... treating you like a back-up bone (or a standby blow up doll)........ stepping on your confidence...... hurting your feelings....... making you feel unwanted.....taking advantages of your love, wasting your youth..................


YET, you still hold on to him like a drug addict, like an idiot, and totally drunk with the feelings you once had.


You deserve more than what he is treating you.


You need to love yourself more. You need to set yourself free, keep your head high and let your tears moist your eyes......... other than let them die in tissue paper........


If he doesn't cherish you, then he is not your PRINCE.


If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay............


If he doesn't care about your feelings, he is worse than a friend.


If he really loves you with his heart, not his dick, he will be afraid to lose you. he will try harder to love you...... to make you happy........


He will never take risks to screw up your RELATIONSHIP. 


He might say he loves you. In fact, he loves himself, his ego and his orgasms more than you. 


He said he loves you, but dear........... 
Don't forget : TALK IS TOTALLY FREE


Breaking up with someone doesn't treat you right is the best beauty treatment which makes you shine.
Cheaper than Botox
Faster than Thermage.

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When a GIRL......

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.

 

Let Go~~

Telling myself to let go many times. So, decide to continue wif my journey and new people. So, i decide to accept him. Being with him i'm sure he is the right person that i want to look for. He really care and love me much. I will going to stay wif him for another 3 more weeks.
I always think that i would sacrifice everything just to be with my love one. I suppose i can get promoted in this company. Even not a higher post but i decide to give up everything and start my new life with him. I hope this is my right choices because i do not want disappointed again.Do i sound silly? I admit that.... because i'm serious in every relationship.
Looking back my ex picture, he already with another girl. The girl that they used to be together behind me. I'm so angry. Many people said i still can't let go coz i still love him. Relationship almost 4 years plus and is really hard for me to let go coz i really put a lot of effort in it and we experience a tough life. When i think back, i ask myself 1 question. Give myself a reason that i still can't let go. A man who hiding behind me with another girl, A man who won't at home wif me alwiz and drinking outside without bringing me, A man would never listen my words when he drunk and he only listen to his sister words, what is my place in his heart? All this kind of question let me know that no matter how long i'm still with him, he no longer love me. It just a habit to be with me. So now he choose the girl that all the while hiding behind me.
When i think back of this kind of thing, my dear at the same time will text me. He told me how much he miss me, how much he love me, he promise to give me a good life, he promise me he won't let me to experience my past story. I really started love this guy a lot. He put me at first in his heart. Whatever he do, he will think about me first before him. Even i don't really like his past but (past is past) we can't change it. I got past too. So, i accept his past and being with him now =)
We both are far away and can't be together with him always. So, most of the time i will be so emo and alwiz think negative and think about past. I know there's something i should let go and moving forward. That's why i hate to be alone. I will keep on emo. Counting day 3 more weeks to go.....  I love my baby much...i just need more time to erase all this unhappy thing.

Impossible

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish... 

You can think it would be easy ???

Did you ever liked a person before? To let go of a person and not to think of them again it can only be done if you've never liked the person before. If you loved a person, it doesn't matter if you're letting go or pulling them close, the decision cannot be controlled by yourself.
You said picking 1 of the 2 choices were easy but it's actually not that easy as you think it is. A person's heart is very complicated. My heart is 100 times more complicated. It would tell me to anticipate, would tell me to cut it off, sometimes to give up, and then be brave again.
You tell me to look into my heart deeply but i don't know whether this or that part of my heart is correct. Do you understand this kind of feeling? 

A Brand New 2011 =)

Alright !!~~ Is 2011 now, what i have to aim for for this year? Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end. Till let go for the past and moving forward. I really wish i can forget the past. 


My new resolution ~~
1# To change a better job and to get a higher pay.
2# Wish can go travelling.
3# Wish to buy things that i wanted for so long.
4# Being more happy than last year
5# Can meet someone that really love me and care about me.
6# Being a good friend to everyone.
7# Able to do business myself.
8# To change a better car.... muahahaha......
9# To change a new environment.
10# No more emo !!!!!!


Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. This is my early month of resolution, can't think of any others. Rite now, just wanted to be happy, people around me also would be happy. Remember today, for it is the beginning of always. Today marks the start of a brave new future filled with all your dreams can hold. Think truly to the future and make those dreams come true.
 Good Day and Good Start  :)