My Valentine ~~~

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

La da da
Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine 

Feeling Frustrated .... a.k.a Annie's Birthday :)

I think a lot of things recently... i keep on askin myself same question. I know the theory, everybody oso tellin me the same thing. Everyone askin me to give up or not to fall to deep but i already am. I really don't wish to end up like that, i dun wan give up. Even though he got no more feeling to me but i will still love with all i can. I know if i tell this, they will scold me and ask me don't be stupid and life's must go on.
Yup, tis is not all i want. I try push myself not to think and control my feeling very hard. Loving someone that not love you anymore is so pain and suffer. I think i will love him silently even everyone scold me and told me that he is not deserve for me. We both are far away now but i really hope i can see him. i miss him so much. I wish to shout out that how much i miss him but he far away from me.


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Feelin not been really good and i'm sick for 3 days. My heart is uncomfortable so i asked my friend to go out and have a drink. That night i purposely want to drunk. That night is Annie's birthday too. so, end up i go Lush and celebrate birthday wif Annie and bunch of people.  :)
Happy Birthday Annie, hope you will happy alwiz and every wish u make will come true. That nite i was drunk and really enjoying with u guys  :)

me, kent & Annie

Annie & me

Lots of people  :)

me & Kent

Daniel trying to teach me smoke.... hahahaha....

Dance till sweat a lot...huh.....

Place: Lush, IpoH

Once again, Happy Birthday Annie  :) All the best for you. After that nite, I'm enjoying but the next day i'm still on emo mood. I hate staying at home alone and think useless thing. I hope i can do something can make the relationship arise back. What else i can do??? I really cant think of anything........

I'm back to where i am =)

Yes.... and yes.... i'm bck to where i belong. Struggle for so long at last decide to move bck and not going stay Singapore. I maybe going work there but not now. I know some people will dissapointed with my decision but i really do NOT happy stayin there.
I MENTION once again, *if u see my blog* my main reason to come back not because i so enjoying my life here and for drink. No matter how many times i wanted to explain , u wont listen to me. U just think i cant let go of the entertainment here. Anyway, I wont mind and bother anymore coz YOU are really like this. Never try understand and ask my situation before u said / scold me. I've already used to it.
Anyway, at last i make my decision to come back. Thanks to Queen coz wake up 4 in the morning and come and fetch me from bus station. hehehehh.... really wanna thanks u  :) It's too early and i'm hanging at queen's home. She continue sleeping and i'm online Facebook till 7am. We go Foh San eat Dim Sum. I realise how nice of Ipoh food.
After eating, we been planning to go for Lost World. We been planning for so many times and tis time, we made it. hahahahahha...... Even i dun like playin so hyper thingy but i still enjoy.  =) And we take a lot picture too.....

On ur way to Lost World of Tambun, Ipoh  :)

Sunny day...~~wee~~

Time to play water...*YES*

Our visit to petting zoo

Hippo big mouth.... wakakakka....

me & Queen ♥

Wanna jump ????

Waiting to buy some drinks  :p

Water is so nice...but.....

Swan boat  :)

Location: Loast World, IpoH

I do really enjoy that day even though a bit tired coz i reach Ipoh at the same day. YES!!!! i do really enjoy my life in Ipoh. No wonder i'm so miss Ipoh. hahahahah......

My Life Starts in Singapore~~

Today is my 4th day in Singapore. Feeling wasn't rite. Really hope someone at my side and  could talk out. I feel myself being strange since i'm here, not active like the time in Ipoh. I bcome so silent, doesn't want to go out, i worried a lot of thngs, i wish i could make myself easy. 
I'm not sure is my problem or the food. I'm having diarrhea & vomit in this 2 days. Tere is something i wanted to tell him but i know he dun wan to care coz i know him very well. i remember wat i told to queen. If i make a decision rite this, i should not bother other things else. but since i came here, i worried a lot and  bcome weak. 
i cant stand for the pressure and his attitude being easy come easy go.
This is really bothering me for tis few days. Gosshhh......  hope someone could help me. Mayb as they said, i need more time to make myself comfortable here. i really got the action to move bck ipoh but....... tere is something i really duno how to said. 
ohhhh ya..... thanks babe for my farewell. I really miss u guys so much. I wish could bck and work but i dun wan just give up like this. i hope i can have more time to myself to love singapore. 

Annie & me 

Thanks for u guys, Ji muizz forever  :p

me & yin li  <3

My new fren since i'll bck ipoh and they're so good. Miss u guys  :)

Babe, i miss u so much  :(

Thanks babe for the farewell  

Giz, me, Queen

Giz, Lou, me  :)

Thanks syg for everything. :)

Location: Oval, Ipoh.

Should i continue my new journey in singapore or i back Ipoh?? i duno how to explain le...... 

Congratulation Vicky's babe ♥ ♥ ♥

I realised how long i din write my blog  :p Ooopppsss.... too lazy. Anyway wanna congrate to Vicky's babe. Hope she had fun on her birthday and ROM day ♥ hmmm... she having a hard time but now i hope she will doin fine. GBU......

She started her new life and wif new status  :) Really happy for her. Congratz once again  :)

Happy Birthday ♥

vicky : me : queen : giz

is us  :)

cheron, vicky, me, queen, giz

♥  babes  :)

Congratulation once again  :)

lovely Couple :)

What we doin when waitin for the couple??? Yes!!!! Picture again...hahahahah

Vicky ♥ Vincent

queen : Vicky : Vincent  : me

Place : Oval,De Garden

Hmmm.... after the marriage be ppl wife di liao lo..... anyway we are happy for you. Enjoying your brand new life babe. The day he give u suprise, presents on ur birthday, i can see u smile brightly. Have a happy marriage God Bless you 2  :)