Club again!!!!!

Someone saids not going to club anymore but somehow there's a person going to club. wahahahahahha........ But anyway i still enjoying to club with you like those old days. Just me and you sitting at the bar been gossip and discuss about *someone* everyday. And bcoz of you, i meet this *someone* i feel that special to me.
Nowadays we still been talking about the same thing but there's won't be like last time. Hoping and thinking if there's is still hope. Coz you already know the answer and experience.  :) I can really tell tat i still enjoying clubbing. Dance like nobody looking at you. Dance all you can to express the feeling out. 
When we drunk, we will laugh each other for those stupid things we said. Laughing non-stop and people think we are crazy. I do not know when i will be having my life like this until when but i do enjoy the moment now. This moment i never had for 4 years plus. So now i'm gonna replace what i'm missing now  :)

 me and queen

me and cheron

Oval-ing wif the babes (queen and Giz)

 "drunk" face

Two of us as alwiz  :)

My hawwtttt babessss  ♥

As usual crazy ~~~

The mangsatsssss ~~~

Place: Random, IpoH

Now started to work and i'm always kinda lazy coz tired after work. So, sometimes when babes ask me out i feel kinda lazy. During last time when i jobless, i still can crazy everyday with u guys.Hahahahahah...... but when during my desperate time when i need a shoulder and need someone talk to too.. You guys never hesitate and will be there for me  :) I love u the mangsatsssss.........   ♥

All are just a reason

Many girls wish to get a good boyfriend but why they not found that "good" guy until now?Many girls believe that men are just after sex, and that it takes more than that to make these men fall in love but  are all guys are the same?? Nobody really know about love very well. Some maybe thinking that love is simple but yet complicated. How do u know when is the time you know that you in love with the person?
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At the moment, you are in love.Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.
There is always make your partner will be first priority watever you do or think but did him make u as his first priority??? There is a person i love and watever i do or plan, i will think about him first but yet i still found out i'm not his first priority. I'm giving myself a thousand reason to myself. Y i have to do like this since he is not appreciate me? Can just 1 words LOVE explain all? I really wish this kind of thing get rid out of me. The feelings just wont go away no matter how hard i giving myself reason. 

I think......

I'm telling myself at first, "it can't be", "it's not possible". That's what i told myself. Hmmmmm......... there's no way that i'm in love with you. Hmmmm.......it just jealousy and i must be lonely. I tried fooling myself but now i can't hide it anymore. I think  i love you, it must be true coz i miss you when you're not around. I can't do anything and i keep thinking about..... seeing how things are..... i know.
I'm falling for you and i didn't realize it. Now i need you all of the time. I now understand that somehow, you're already grown deep in my heart.  :)
They say we're not suitable for each other. That is better for us to be friends. From one to ten, we can never agree anything.How can we be in a relationship? When everyone says we can't last? Their words have been in my thought but i don't want to think about anymore.
Why didn't realize what i felt about you immediately? Why didn't i see you when you were just in front of my eyes? The whole time you were just bsides me all along.Why i didn't realize that i've loved you all along? My heart keeps telling me that i shouldn't let go of you and that i should be greedy....... it's saying stuff that's stupid.  =_=''
At the moment, i'm happy right now, it's like i'm dreaming a dream. I dun wish the happiness will end so fast. Can't you give me your love? Can this be impossible? now i still know i love you so much........

Cr@zy Nitez :)

A great nite wif Cheron babe & Queen's :) As usual.... when we sit together, what we do is laugh NON-STOP. We've been hanging around at Oval listening to live band and every time when turn to love songs or our favorite song, we will look at each other face and thinking back the moment wif "someone"

When that time, we will alwiz bcome tipsy and laugh non-stop even our heart is sad. And each of us oso know it very well. But still a great nite wif girls..... chatting, laughing and sharing  :) Love u guyss.......

Me ♥ Cheron

me ♥ Queenie & our white wine ~~~~

me :: Cheron :: Queen 

Cheers ~~~  ♥♥

 Oppsss.... hehehe  :)

Place : Oval, IpoH

I hope that we can hang out always and sharing our memories when not in tipsy mode. hahahahaha...... But u guys are great, no matter one of us really need one of us to talk or shoulder, me or u guys will always here. I hope that next time that we share is about happy thing and not emo..... heheheh.....    ♥ u all ~~~~ muaxxxxx

I'm Glad =)

Hie, time for blogging again. Today no any picture or crap to talk about. Today i just feel glad that few of my frens is reading my blog. Thanks =) I've never expect that they will gonna read my blog... hehehe.... Anyway thanks to u guys, of ur efforts reading all my crap ♥ ~~~
For those long lost fren, really long time never meet u guys and chat wif u guys. I'm doin good here. Life have been not good all the time actually but i'm trying my best to hope that my life will be meaningful, happy & great. Mayb when people grow older and older, things to worry bcome more n more. Everyday feel frustrated, emo, headache, sad. Sound terrible???
I do have a happy moments, chillin wif frens, getting drunk, dancing at the club, heart to heart sessions wif my budd. Don't try asked me about my love life... coz it's really complicated till i oso can't explain. Let's just keep it simple and move it slowly everyday by itself. When things gonna happen then just let it happen.
Anyway, thanks for u guys concern, get contact bck alwiz...... Ohh ya, yesterday having nice session at Lost World wif Cheron &her frens. I'm waiting for the picha to upload :p Can't wait for that  ...... sounds i do enjoy huh.... tat's we call life  :) Enjoy every moment while u can.

Location: HomE, IpoH

My Valentine ~~~

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

La da da
Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine 

Feeling Frustrated .... a.k.a Annie's Birthday :)

I think a lot of things recently... i keep on askin myself same question. I know the theory, everybody oso tellin me the same thing. Everyone askin me to give up or not to fall to deep but i already am. I really don't wish to end up like that, i dun wan give up. Even though he got no more feeling to me but i will still love with all i can. I know if i tell this, they will scold me and ask me don't be stupid and life's must go on.
Yup, tis is not all i want. I try push myself not to think and control my feeling very hard. Loving someone that not love you anymore is so pain and suffer. I think i will love him silently even everyone scold me and told me that he is not deserve for me. We both are far away now but i really hope i can see him. i miss him so much. I wish to shout out that how much i miss him but he far away from me.


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Feelin not been really good and i'm sick for 3 days. My heart is uncomfortable so i asked my friend to go out and have a drink. That night i purposely want to drunk. That night is Annie's birthday too. so, end up i go Lush and celebrate birthday wif Annie and bunch of people.  :)
Happy Birthday Annie, hope you will happy alwiz and every wish u make will come true. That nite i was drunk and really enjoying with u guys  :)

me, kent & Annie

Annie & me

Lots of people  :)

me & Kent

Daniel trying to teach me smoke.... hahahaha....

Dance till sweat a lot...huh.....

Place: Lush, IpoH

Once again, Happy Birthday Annie  :) All the best for you. After that nite, I'm enjoying but the next day i'm still on emo mood. I hate staying at home alone and think useless thing. I hope i can do something can make the relationship arise back. What else i can do??? I really cant think of anything........