All are just a reason

Many girls wish to get a good boyfriend but why they not found that "good" guy until now?Many girls believe that men are just after sex, and that it takes more than that to make these men fall in love but  are all guys are the same?? Nobody really know about love very well. Some maybe thinking that love is simple but yet complicated. How do u know when is the time you know that you in love with the person?
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At the moment, you are in love.Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.
There is always make your partner will be first priority watever you do or think but did him make u as his first priority??? There is a person i love and watever i do or plan, i will think about him first but yet i still found out i'm not his first priority. I'm giving myself a thousand reason to myself. Y i have to do like this since he is not appreciate me? Can just 1 words LOVE explain all? I really wish this kind of thing get rid out of me. The feelings just wont go away no matter how hard i giving myself reason.