Friday, May 28, 2010

Club again!!!!!

Someone saids not going to club anymore but somehow there's a person going to club. wahahahahahha........ But anyway i still enjoying to club with you like those old days. Just me and you sitting at the bar been gossip and discuss about *someone* everyday. And bcoz of you, i meet this *someone* i feel that special to me.
Nowadays we still been talking about the same thing but there's won't be like last time. Hoping and thinking if there's is still hope. Coz you already know the answer and experience.  :) I can really tell tat i still enjoying clubbing. Dance like nobody looking at you. Dance all you can to express the feeling out. 
When we drunk, we will laugh each other for those stupid things we said. Laughing non-stop and people think we are crazy. I do not know when i will be having my life like this until when but i do enjoy the moment now. This moment i never had for 4 years plus. So now i'm gonna replace what i'm missing now  :)

 me and queen

me and cheron

Oval-ing wif the babes (queen and Giz)

 "drunk" face



Two of us as alwiz  :)

My hawwtttt babessss  

As usual crazy ~~~

The mangsatsssss ~~~

Place: Random, IpoH

Now started to work and i'm always kinda lazy coz tired after work. So, sometimes when babes ask me out i feel kinda lazy. During last time when i jobless, i still can crazy everyday with u guys.Hahahahahah...... but when during my desperate time when i need a shoulder and need someone talk to too.. You guys never hesitate and will be there for me  :) I love u the mangsatsssss.........   

Sunday, May 23, 2010

All are just a reason

Many girls wish to get a good boyfriend but why they not found that "good" guy until now?Many girls believe that men are just after sex, and that it takes more than that to make these men fall in love but  are all guys are the same?? Nobody really know about love very well. Some maybe thinking that love is simple but yet complicated. How do u know when is the time you know that you in love with the person?
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At the moment, you are in love.Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

There is always make your partner will be first priority watever you do or think but did him make u as his first priority??? There is a person i love and watever i do or plan, i will think about him first but yet i still found out i'm not his first priority. I'm giving myself a thousand reason to myself. Y i have to do like this since he is not appreciate me? Can just 1 words LOVE explain all? I really wish this kind of thing get rid out of me. The feelings just wont go away no matter how hard i giving myself reason. 

Monday, May 17, 2010

I think......

I'm telling myself at first, "it can't be", "it's not possible". That's what i told myself. Hmmmmm......... there's no way that i'm in love with you. Hmmmm.......it just jealousy and i must be lonely. I tried fooling myself but now i can't hide it anymore. I think  i love you, it must be true coz i miss you when you're not around. I can't do anything and i keep thinking about..... seeing how things are..... i know.
I'm falling for you and i didn't realize it. Now i need you all of the time. I now understand that somehow, you're already grown deep in my heart.  :)
They say we're not suitable for each other. That is better for us to be friends. From one to ten, we can never agree anything.How can we be in a relationship? When everyone says we can't last? Their words have been in my thought but i don't want to think about anymore.
Why didn't realize what i felt about you immediately? Why didn't i see you when you were just in front of my eyes? The whole time you were just bsides me all along.Why i didn't realize that i've loved you all along? My heart keeps telling me that i shouldn't let go of you and that i should be greedy....... it's saying stuff that's stupid.  =_=''
At the moment, i'm happy right now, it's like i'm dreaming a dream. I dun wish the happiness will end so fast. Can't you give me your love? Can this be impossible? now i still know i love you so much........